I know.

I’m not the woman of your dreams.

I’m not the ideal type.

I cannot meet your standards.

And I’m not the right person just yet. There’s a lot of things to focus on, being your person is the least priority and I won’t apologize. I just need you to understand.

I may have or may not have known you but I have a feeling that you’re doing great! I want you to know that I am proud of you. Keep going!

Can I tell you something? I’m actually not the kind of woman you would want to be with. I’m used in living a simple life. I don’t want to rush things I want to do in life, I don’t want to be pressured on things I’m not supposed to be. Don’t worry, I have goals.

You see, I hope that you pray so we can pray together when we meet. I’m not asking you to be religious because I’m not. I hope our values and beliefs do get along.

I don’t have a beautiful past, I think. I might ask you to read or to listen a lot of take aways from me, whether from the movies I watched, or books I read. I’m a boring person, I just want to let you know ahead. I create stuffs, and I’m always am interested of cute stuffs. I draw and maybe paint, a relief.

I’m not really particular with the entertainment industry. I listen to music when I want a space in a crowd. I respect your own space and personal time. I won’t rob it from you. Respect mine as well. By the way, I hope you don’t mind me watching anime, reading manga or light novels, kdrama that is repeatedly watched. Yep, I’m that kind of person.

I don’t cook. I’m not so sure if I know how to cook, but I bake, sometimes. Well, if I put my mind and use my brain, I think I can cook for you.

Whenever I’m on my own, I want everything in order and put to place. I have rules set to myself. I’m flexible though. It’s the little things that count.

I know you haven’t read this till end. Don’t worry though, since I know I’m not your cup of tea.